To my little monster

As I look down at my little boy
Tears of sadness fills my eyes
For tomorrow I return to work
And it will be hard to say my goodbyes

I’m going to miss :
your cuddles
The way you hold my hand
The way you look at me when your trying something new
Your excitement when your enjoying yourself
Listening to you say new words
Spending every minute of the day with you
Watching you reach your milestones

Whose going to kiss your poorlies when you hurt your self?

I’m going to miss the way you say ‘mummy’ when you want me to look at you or your little ‘cuddles mummy’ when you are upset and tired

I’m going to miss the way you pull and twist my hair around your little fingers when you are tired

I’m going to miss the way you say ‘bobble’ when you want some milk to drink or ‘num num’ when you want to eat

I’m going to miss those big blue eyes smiling at me every second of the day and your excited nature when you are playing

I’m going to miss watching you play with your brothers and learning new things everyday

I’m going to miss the way you put your arms around my neck so tightly like your clinging on for your dear little life

But don’t worry my little one as it wont be for long
As it will soon be the weekend and I will be back where I belong
Right next to you, holding and kissing you
And we will have new adventures to look forward to

As I write this I look at you with pride
My heart aches with so much love for that no words could describe
You are pure perfection to me
Everything you do makes me very happy

You are my life, my present and most of all my future

My eyes are stinging and my heart is aching, I’m feeling empty already
But my love for you is strong and no time apart will change it

So please don’t cry for me in the morning
Please don’t shout Mummy as I walk away
Please don’t be upset my darling
As your days will be filled with play

And remember my heart stays with you when I am not there

Love you little man with all my heart

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2 thoughts on “To my little monster

    1. Thank lovely, it wasn’t too bad just hate being away from him and its horrible when he cries for me when I walk away from him x

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